scary mood

Today, honey drive me to tuition, when he turn around overthrow a motorcycle. I'm very panic, because in such cases is first time =( I take out RM50 pay medical expenses for that motorcycle driver.If I can be stronger, no need anyone's protection and dependence,if I can walk to tuition myself  =(
I'm so sad, i'm cried after go back home, honey suffered a lot of things because I . Why i more than his fear , his just quiet and gentle hug me, touch my face, he wipe the tears on my face then comfort me. I'm so sorry, but I can't do anything compensate, I don't know how to do for him...

I'm so sorry
I'm very sorry
='(